Fall within the soul of deep desire...

So here I am, leaving for school like, now.

I am going to be running for VP of my entier school this coming year. Wish me luck. Gosh, I need a campaign manager...

you mean so much to me,
Joshua Fry

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

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Why me.

Confession boy

Alright, so here is the deal. I need help, for real. I have come to the realisation that I like someone (go me, first time I have fallen for someone -_-'') and it's a guy. Now, do I even bother to tell him or do I just put it aside and just continue to be friends with the individual in question? I really don't wanna get into much detail because heck, I don't wanna ruin friendship here. Also, I am fairly sure that the guy is straight and would not talk with me, or, being around him would be sufficiantly awkward if I told him.

So what am I to do, I need some input. Also, just for everyones information, the "you mean so much to me" thing before my name is ment for anyone who reads my posts. Anyone who takes the time to read about my life means alot to me.

You mean so much to me,
Joshua Fry

Horray for problems!

Ok sooo.... while watching the Leafs game tonight something hit me and I don't like it one bit. I'm not going to say what it is, but all I will say is that it seems like something occured I never wanted to happen.


Frig, life is more complicated. I really hate the fact that I like guys. Really, fuck.

Maybe it'll blow over, I hope =]

You mean so much to me,
Joshua Fry

Come

Come holy spirit, rid me of my sins. Forgive me of the wrongs I have comitted. Fill me up up up. fill me, please.... fill up my friends...make them happy...

You mean so much to me,
Joshua Fry

ehhhhh

Today is not really good. tired, bored, lost will to give a crap about most things. For instance, I seriously just give up talking to new people on my own. for real, Ill say hi to the ones ive tried to get to know but thats about it from now on. I just give up. All five people ive tried to get to know this year by myself are well, distant. so I give up.



Chemistry sucks.


You are so important to me,
Joshua Fry

You know, I really want apples to spontainously eat themeselves!

So, today was such a great day.


Not.



You mean so much to me,
Joshua Fry